Every moment I find myself deeper in love with you
You held my hand and stowed away my childish fears
Brought back the life back into my eyes
And now it’s time to say goodbye
It’s been so long, so long
If I close my eyes
Your light, it shines so bright
I know it’s time to say goodbye,
my oldest friend
I built this world around you
secluded, embraced myself in you
the Darkness that compelled him
you made it go away
Enchanted me to thinking there was no harm in today
I am but a simple girl
with delusions of a better world.
To know you aren’t real
is the tragedy of it all
To fly and soar like so many of them
to fight and sweat and cry with you all
“It’s time to let it go,” said the Watcher.
Oh, must I let it go?
I live in this delusion, accostumed to it all
My wall of seclusion, protecting me from them
My faith is strong, but I am alone
in wanting something gone.
Un-realistic and capricious
Needless to say, goodbye, my oldest friend.
I will continue this fragment,
replay it in my head
confuse my fragile self
I cannot imagine this world without belief or grief
for that is me
and I am him
and he is me.