I told you I wanted to kill myself
You said I needed saving
Jesus will embrace you, dominate you
I didn’t need to kill myself to feel like I was gone
With a swift, fat brush you erased me from the world
I don’t think that, I’m confused
I just need faith
I don’t deserve to feel that way
I’m looking for attention
Things she said to diverge the conversation
My deteriorating brain
Will never be worthy of your pain
A puddle compared to your ocean
It will never be enough.
Forget about it.
I’m happy, I’m happy, I’m Happy, Im Happy, im happy, happy,happy, appy, h-
Move on with your life.
“I love you”
—I feel nothing.
With a stroke and a swipe of crimson red
I’m at the bottom
Was my death serious enough for you now?