What do I need to do to make this feel right?
What do I need to do to figure out this puzzle?
I’m wounded and I’m lost, feeling like I’m still walking in the past
Why can’t I get over myself
Why can’t I move on
There aren’t enough ways to say I’m sorry
And trust me, I am so sorry
I’ve been awake for years now
Trying to figure out how to fix this
It’s a scene we’ve seen before
Weeks and weeks and weeks
They feel the same, like I can’t escape you
Just here for me to know I can’t go on with this
How do I run from us?
My pulse runs the same and
You act your part just as I remember
My body doesn’t move even though I feel alive
If I need it, I’ll let you have what’s left of this existence
So I can find the answer to this extensive moment
Keeping me here, feeling like I’m senseless
I want you to feel how I felt stumbling, wordless
In the night and unable to grieve
You told me to move on
Let me close it this time
I’ll think of something clever, rip my page out of this book
and be as selfish as you say I am
Maybe this time you can find the answer.