Getting the Idea

I should have ended it

Your mention of her 

Feels like a dagger in my throat

Please get out of my heart

I want to tell you how much you effect my mind

How much power you can have

You make it easier to breathe

All the while suffocating me slowly

I’m not sure anymore

If I could run like this

With the weight of my words keeping me down

All I see is hurt

And you always run to someone else.